I hate that I live,
each day with doubt.
I hate that I don’t know,
what will come out.
welcome to my world,
where things are dark and cold.
every day is the same,
the perception just gets old.
Love me, hate me, set me free
Show me what the world should be.
A place you don’t lose what you love.
Where happiness soars above.
I feel as if the end has begun.
There’s no time left to care.
Because what I want has never come.
I have nothing left to share.
The days go by, how many are left?
Not very many, her life is a mess.
The one that took it all away.
Is the one that I wanted to stay.
Some won’t believe, the things I’ve done.
I hate life, the killing has just begun.
Don’t stand in my way, or you’ll be next.
Alone in the dark, my knees to my chest.
Hiding in the corner, maybe for the best.
Rocking back and forth, thoughts racing through my head.
Who knew this is the way, my life would be instead.
I live in such shame, and drown in misery.
I've given all I can, that people don't see.
I am a mistake, that one would not know.
When all of my pain, will never let me go.
What is it that makes you want to feel?
If it’s with your heart, if it’s fake or is it real.
You give all you got, until you can’t give anymore.
That will let you know, if what you feel is for sure.