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Depressing Thoughts

You ever been depressed so much that you can't even breathe
My visions become the actions that I speak
Easy but I never meant to do it intentionally
My mind crazy thoughts, it just seems to get in between
My love life so wrapped up on all the things I've seen
You never realize the hurt to its degree
You never seem to see the vision
Never see the things I see
Outside so strong but inside I'm so weak
Tell me why I think about you so constantly
Tell me why I can't get you off my mind, I can't even speak
To envision you I can never ever see
Life's hard the highest mountain I can't even reach
My hearts cold, take away all the negativity
I share my love with you? But them things you could never see
I loved you the most but I'm the one you've hated
You used to love me
I'm the one that love you the most
But me? No you can't envision it
But I'm stuck on you doing all these crazy things
Putting pieces together trying to get over the thought
Trying to undo what's done but I took you for granted
The thins I did I can never undo
The things I did I can never take back
And you was stuck on my mind
Wish I could take it all back
I wish I could go back to the start and never do the things I did
But I did, I did do what I did
I did all the things you was scared of being done
But you loved me
You love everything about me
Now you sitting here thinking what to do without me
But it's all good, but your heart
You can't take them things away
Now I'm sitting here mind blown
Hoping everything's going to be ok
I just need to go back in time, I just need to go back to that day
When you once loved me
And everything was ok
And everything was all good
By my side you always stood close
That's where I needed you the most
Crazy thoughts in my head, I think I loved you the most
But you showed it a little better
Just thinking of all the times when we was still together
In the past, but it's the future
Now my words seem so stupid
I know we won't ever speak again
But when you hear this you'll always know that this is about you
So close to my heart lays an empty soul
Never thought I could live without you

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