The Greatest Lost Poem by Jayda james

My deepest sympathy, my love life is over, I know that I have nothing left
And based on this statement this breakup was my deepest regret
I can't even sleep, my mind telling me there's so many things that are incomplete
The mistakes I've made I would never repeat
Reflecting back on everything that happened, all the ways I never approached
I wish I could've found my love and gave her the letters I wrote
So many paragraphs, and forwarded messages
I should've delivered myself
By the selfishness is the reason I'm by myself
You have feelings too, your heart hurts too
I should've thought of that before I ever hurt you
Love cannot be bought material things never matter
In the end if I would've treated you right our love life would've never shattered
Too stupid to just stick with the one I considered my all
That's how every relationship has it downfalls
Too greedy, I could never handle one when her love was just enough
Love will make you feel sick all the way down to your guts
It'll make you feel so many symptoms that's far past a heartache
Just know I never meant for your heart to break
Too obsessed, to stuck, to in love
Too sprung, so high up off your love
So many things I've always been ashamed to say
All the hidden secrets must come out today
I was so foolish and I think all these words should be said
My actions seem to be the only thing I dread
Now it's so hard for me to even go to bed
I'll never find someone who loved me as much as you did
The simple apologies from the mindset of a kid
I'm left with many memories and the days we shared
Every time I spend time with someone else I envision you was here
I'm the one to blame, and I'll take all the blame
The list of lies is such a shame
My greatest lost was losing you
March 13 will never be remembered the same
I hope you find closure, I'll take the blame
Like your love? No I will never find another
Sincerely your Former lover