No Chance, this time of mine has passed. Clashed;
With Dreams now in the back of my mind:
Blind, as fate is out of my own clinching hands.
Expected to fight, with tears as my fuel..For What? For Who?
...
With beauty that shines brighter then the the star of Sirius,
Feeling the light from her smile at a distance of almost 4000 miles.
While most smiles are expressed with a positional shift of the lips,
A true Godess has the ability to express emotions with her eyes.
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Non-Existence
No Chance, this time of mine has passed. Clashed;
With Dreams now in the back of my mind:
Blind, as fate is out of my own clinching hands.
Expected to fight, with tears as my fuel..For What? For Who?
Both body and mind breaking.
If I could have seen that each breath is worth taking;
My choices would change..
Those dreams I would seek, my heart it would speak.
To feel that fear at the end means nothing, for I've lived my whole life in it.
I am numb, as blood is blue.
This isnt what I foresaw for myself,
Is it the world that is cruel or is it me.