Jennifer Umansky Poems

Will I feel this weight on my heart forevor?
Cause it eats me alive everyday.

I physically feel it pushing down on my heart and sinking it down to my stomach.
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I miss him.

I miss looking into his kind eyes.
I miss hugging him, his arms shielding me
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I used to always think of you before I drifted off to sleep.
Most of the time I'd close my eyes and imagine my head on your chest.
If I concentrated enough
I could hear your heart beat in sync with mine,
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My mind scares me.
It forms faces in the dark,
ominous and disturbing.
From the corners of my eye
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I just want to hold her.
Sit with her through the night, have her fall asleep in my arms.
Watch her drift off with no more pain.
The world finally off of her shoulders.
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im so dependant on my friends
there the only people that make me happy

when im alone
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let me in
let me be your sunshine

let me in
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oh forgive me father
for i have sinned

i let myelf fall again
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i cant write
only scribble meaningless words
i cant eat
only hear my stomach's churns
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