jess jayne

Depression is when you hate everyone around
Depression is when you don't want to make a sound
Depression is when all you want to do is cry
Depression is when you feel like your dying inside
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It makes me laugh,
To see how childish you really are.

I find it so funny,
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I'm crying out for help,
In my own little way, ,
Just wishing i could,
Fade away.
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I have new scars,
That show a new day,
A day with fear,
A day with regreats.
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If a dream is all I have to hold,
Then i'll grasp it with both hands,
Because I don't want to let this go.
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The light is getting dark
the clouds are turning gray
but i'll be ok
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I wish i could talk to someone,
Without fearing the consequences,
I wish I could run,
And not have to look back.
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Since you left me
I can’t stop loving you.
Cause you’re the one
I think about now and then.
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I'm living behind a mask
I'm hiding who I am
I smile on the outside when i'm frowing inside
I laugh on the outside when i'm crying inside
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I sit there and write once again
And once again you tell me off
In your eyes everything is wrong
In your eyes only you're right
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With every minute that passes
The light seems to fade
So there I will sit once again
Just face to face
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You sit there before me,
laughing with friends,
i join in just to pretend,
to show you i'm fine,
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I don't see the point,
in living anymore,
life's just a hell hole,
with nowhere to go.
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I told him today
It took his breath away
To find out that
I love him
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You're the one i think of
When that song comes on.

I'll look in the sky, and there you'll be
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You asked me today,
Just how i was,
I said i'm fine,
but there was no truth.
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In a room full of people,
I pretend to be who I am not,
I Laugh, and
I smile,
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I get that feeling,
I just don't care,
The tears pouring,
Down my face.
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I've never felt so alone,
All I wanted was to feel alive,
but once again, i feel like
A pupet on the strings of society.
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My hands are shaking,
I've got tears in my eyes,
Nobody noticeis,
I'm falling again.
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