Through the pain and anger
Through frustration and hurt
Memory of you laughing
Comes again and again

I push it away
But it's here to stay
I drown it in wine
But it won't go astray

I am sorry
I whisper
Every evening
But still

You are not coming back
You were not here to stay

I love you, you know
Although it took a long time
For my heart to be opened
For you to be mine

So many things I want you to know...


The bodies entwined
The souls combined
Or was it my wish only
For you to be mine?