When you go
My heart will ache
And my entire world
Will start to shake
...
Back to the beginning when everything was right, I could do you no wrong and we never use to fight, all you did was smile, and I'd be lost in your eyes, but then we took a fall into lies and alibis, now we can't get back to where it all started, so I'm sitting here, stuck as your plane just departed for the final time, I'm telling you I love you, but this is it, this is my final goodbye
I never use to think the cut could be this deep, the hill could be this steep, that I could drown in this creek, my future could be so bleak, that I could feel this weak, but this life that I'm livin, I'm done with the pretendin, I'm tired of feelin down, baby I need you back around
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If I say it again are you gonna believe it? If I set our bar high are we gonna achieve it? Where we are tomorrow, is my only fear, in love with a voice that fills my ear, nothing you can say is gonna change the way, and nothing you do can make me run from you.
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I called it back then, yea, I knew what it was, nothing too simple, not just another bug, That virus that I caught, that took over my control, that virus in my heart slowly took over my soul, It started in my head, all those visions now seem blurry, it moved into my heart and that love turned to worry,
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I may be naive but I don't fully understand
I tried to help you, by taking your hand
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The stars start to shine as the sun sets
You welcome your pain and all regrets
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The crossroads of life seem to have no feelings,
The choices we make seem to be without healings,
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I'm waiting and waiting but for how much more
I'm waiting and waiting to see what's in store
I've waited for so long but it feels like my time
But I can't help but think that this is past its prime
...
Like the evening sun
My soul is on fire
choking on life
losing all desire
...
Well, I'm 19 going on 20 and have been in the navy for a year now.. Time sure does fly when you hate life.. I fell in love with an amazing girl when i was just 16 years old. I love sports and spending time with the people I love. I've learned that in life you can't hold back your feelings or words, otherwise you are useless to bettering the world. Rather it be a good thing or bad thing speak your mind and don't let anybody hold you back from your dreams otherwise you'll spend a life in regret)
Wait For You
When you go
My heart will ache
And my entire world
Will start to shake
My arms will be heavy
And my legs will be weak
My head will start to spin
As my veins begin to leak
You will take with you
My heart and my love
But that's what we go through
When push comes to shove
You are the reason
I wake up everday
And every time I see you
I struggle with what to say
If I didn't know you
I don't know what I'd do
So now ill sit here
and wait.... for you