Well I guess I will start of with a hello my name is Juliana a.k.a Julez I have been writting poetry for about 7 years now. It is my outlet to life it's the best way to describe what I am feeling and how I describe the situations on life. I am 20 years old. I started writting poetry when I started becomming depressed and found out that I had bipolor. Everyone seems to think having bipolor is a stop and a horrible thing I think that being bipolor makes me all that much more stronger and I see things different then others!
Just a heads up to whom ever may be reading my poetry it can be very graffic and depressing. Hope everyone enjoys my poetry!
It's always there.
It creeps to my head.
It sits in the back.
Hits me when it knows I'm weak and
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In my thoughts i am alone
where i fear no one understands
the pain the illness the sadness
the nightly terrors i handle alone
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I am a poet writting of my pain
I am a person living in shame
I am you daughter that hides her depression the best that i can
I am a friend acting like i am fine
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The meds they say will take it away,
but why do the thougths of the past stay?
They dope us up and say it wil be okay,
but do you not hear the pain i say?
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