i am depressed. I don't know what to do. I am confused.
I can't find my values.
I can't look at myself and be happy.
I can't feel.
I resort to caffeine, hoping that staying up,
will stop myself from thinking,
about who I am, who i have become,
for i cannnot feel the rights and wrongs
I drown myself in homework,
hoping that the result will be pleasant,
yet it fails time after time.
I tried to prove a point,
to prove my worth,
to prove who I am,
it fails time after time.
My hands shake from over ...