I am all alone
No one is here with me
Friends is all I want
Why can't they see
...
I don't feel anything good
No happiness in my head
All that is there is bad
I wish I were dead
...
I miss my baby so much
It's so hard always being apart
We both have our suspicions
But we try to stay smart
...
Why can't I be happy
Why can't it be real
All I do is pretend
My lips are sealed
...
I'm all alone
But everyone thinks I'm fine
I have no one to talk to
No friends to call mine
...
My best friends gone
My boyfriends 120 miles away
I don't have anyone
I hate everyday
...
I'm so afraid to love you
Love just isn't very fair
I've been hurt so much
Now I try not to care
...
I understand how you feel
Cuz I have been there before
Which is why i dont know
why i opened that door
...
I'm very depressed today
You're always in my head
I know you don't think about me
You wish I was dead
...
Red is you're favorite color
It's also the color of blood
We were supposed to be together
But now we're stuck in the mud
...
My name is Karina Castle. I have written poetry for a long time. Its not very good but it helps me express myself.)
#2
2/11/2008
Remember when he loved me
I was his world
Wanted to be with me always
We danced and we twirled
Used to be his #1
Now I'm second best
Everything comes before me
I feel like his foot rest
I don't know what has happened
I want to be his queen
Don't want this suicidal feeling
I need some morphine
I'll just have to deal with it
Try to keep my mouth shut
I love him so much
But right now I want to cut