theres rubble and ash where my soul used to be
put a chain and lock around my trust and threw
away the key.
...
Those eyes, your eyes, babe
Like black holes, babe
Have i ever seen something so deadly sweet like your eyes, babe
That smile, your smile, love
...
what goes on in your silly little head?
how do you sleep in your bed at night
when you know what you did today?
when made that little girl cry today
...
thoughts oh thoughts in my mind why do you do this to me
because now everything is what's wrong with me
and i fear no one needs me
...
smile so forced
laugh so fake
just like a barbie doll
...
taunt and haunt me
mock me, weaken my bones
make me feel a pain no
one knows
...
these thoughts wont leave me alone
i cant sleep
press the blade against my skin
i cant eat
...
i know im going to break.
when i just cant take it anymore.
the moment where i realize the blood isnt enough.
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