I think of you with a heavy heart
Confused why it has ended like this
Why it has so torn me apart
To destroy someone without a second thought
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When I say I'm OK when my heart disagrees
Each time my smile hides the hurt
Or when my wants I do not assert
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I know why caged birds still sing
Even without the feel of the wind
Trapped within a home of solid bars
Without view of sky, sun or stars
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Sun setting in the sky
Is the day's way of saying goodbye
As the moon grows bright
It is welcoming in the night
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Your story is your own to write
Each moment adding to the plot
You can control your character
But so many other things you can not
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You say to just let down the walls around
They are what keep you trapped in the dark
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You are the source of much conflict and fear
The voice that whispers in my ear
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What is it that makes me want to avoid this world?
Escape into a world of nothingness
Or to hurt myself so much for just a moment of pleasure
Why are these thing I seem to treasure?
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I write to you diamonds in the sky
For they say you will grant each a wish
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I built a fort around me, walls to keep me safe
I kept my heart and feelings behind it
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