Kelly Carmicael

I feel like I’m all alone
Or like I have no one to hold
Its like a bitter winter morning
It makes my heart go all cold.
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It was supposed to be us together
Together always
As a family
But you ruined it
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I don't miss you.
I miss the person I thought you were.
We used to be so close
But now you're gone.
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I woke up one morning
And nothing would ever be the same
I couldn’t hear his voice
Like I did every other day.
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Hey, you
Didn’t I see you crying yesterday?
Wasn’t I the one who took your pain away
Why did you go and leave me
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I've fallen. 
I've fallen into the abyss.
The emptiness,
The sadness.
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8 months.
8 months since I've seen you,
Since I've felt your warmth.
It hasn't been easy to be without you,
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Who is this person I see
In the mirror
In the waters reflection
That girl can't possibly be me.
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Barking at strangers
Trying to explain my pain.
It's not easy,
Being left out in the cold.
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Death is only a feeling
It has no real meaning
You come and you go
You let down and you feel low
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Don’t you like me?
Why can you never see
That you and I were meant to be together.
I see you in the halls
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