You keep on asking as if we're blessed
There are no answers for us to digest
Man has no insight to the meaning of life
It's futile and full of pain and strife
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My radar ears separate my head
Listening intently to every word said
Picking up signals from all over the place
Hearing all the gossip at a lightening pace
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We talked a lot he was frail and thin
Two days later he passed away
I'll never forget what he told me that day
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In with the plug firm and tight
Nice and snug turn off the light
Scented candles flickering bright
Bath time my time pure delight
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Please let me die in my sleep
I can take no more of this tortuous pain
The suicide thoughts so savage inhumane
The panic attacks the guilt and shame
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I follow in search of some reason to live
I have no idea where I'm going
My mind is deceased I can't speak or forgive
My past is not something worth knowing
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The New World Order is on its way
An unstoppable juggernaut devouring its prey
While the cities burn high and the devil runs free
The people relax and watch endless tv
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Flowing with milk and honey
We need to take their money
They must not survive or we will pay the price
Extermination by Hunger
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I cannot shake this vile disease
There are no promises or guarantees
I'm rendered weak and I can't fight back
The solace I seek is the wisdom I lack
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Gang raped and used destroyed and abused
Sick animals hunting in packs
Emotionless beings cold bleeding hearts
Vicious and callous attacks
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I've been waiting here for at least two hours
I've disposed of the chocolates and the wilted flowers
I knew you wouldn't turn up you've done it before
I'm a glutton for punishment I hate you Jenny Moore
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Historical gowns circus clowns
Dressed up with nowhere to go
Lord of the manner bought for a tanner
Desperate to go to the show
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Senseless meaningless emptiness life
Spare me save me from all this strife
I'm on this journey and I don't have a clue
I'm so confused I don't know what to do
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I called the don before he died
I got the feeling he knew I'd lied
I didn't sleep at all that night
I had no heart for another fight
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I received the call that fatal night
It changed my life forever
My beautiful daughter had taken her life
We'd spend no more time together
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My heightened senses are in full flight
As I near the end of the road
I'm blessed with angels and the divine tonight
I've finally shed my load
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Forget the quiet uneventful life
Avoiding all pain disruption and strife
Impermanence is part of every living being
Constantly changing invading disagreeing
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A rancid odour clouds the air
To begin this gruesome seedy affair
The royal elites politicians and banksters
Cannibals unfathomables the Rothschilds and gangsters
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I'm going down I've had my fill
I've no regrets or remorse
I've said my peace I've took my pill
Let nature take its course
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I'm better off out of this horrible life
I have no real family no friends no wife
I don't see the point in suffering anymore
I'm totally depressed suicidal on the floor
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www.kelvinrush.com Kelvin Rush is the author of ten books. He’s written and published over one thousand poems, most of which are included in his book “Birth Slave Die” released in 2019.)
The Meaning Of Life
You keep on asking as if we're blessed
There are no answers for us to digest
Man has no insight to the meaning of life
It's futile and full of pain and strife
Think about anything that comes in your head
Then never forget one day you'll be dead
It's hardly surprising that no one is sane
The drugs and the booze the lies and the pain
The reason for living is not found in a book
It's like having a dream but you never wake up
It can't be explained by sight or sound
It's magnificent and godlike immense and profound
It's short and sweet it's bitter and pure
It offers you thrills but gives you no cure
It's bloody and quaint it's violent and cruel
It pretends to be saint but acts like a fool
It rises in many and renders you weak
It causes such heartache it's coy and discrete
It knows you will suffer before you give in
It's cunning and stunning and determined to win
It shines like an angel it oozes with joy
It's willing and able to kill and destroy
It moves off in silence then strikes like a snake
God help all the ones who lie in its wake
It's confusing and baron and incredibly wise
It's intrusive and Aaron it laughs and it cries
It pretends to be clean when in fact it infects
It's rude and obscene and hard to detect
It always reacts and never forgets
It retains all its strength from the ones it protects
It creates then dictates then destroys all that's good
It debates and dilates and feeds off your blood
It's rigid and torrid corrupt and insane
It thrives on emotion like anger and pain
It lurks like a virus it's patient and calm
It's willing and able with swagger and charm
It comes out of nowhere with fire and gust
It's heartless and cold it's bold and robust
Nothing on earth can stand in its way
It flatters and shatters and batters its prey
So before you ask what's the meaning of life
Just remember my friend we're dumb and so blind
We're specs on this earth of no consequence
We're meaningless parasites an insignificance