Kira Williams

Adapted by me

Guess How much I love you,
Oh I dont think you could guess,
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I've moved on.
There's this guy I really like.
His name is Andrew.
You probably dont care though,
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I told him i loved him,
what a stupid mistake on my part.
He actually made me feel like a real person,
Now all i feel like is an empty shell.
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i dont know how to do this...
i tried to forget you i really really did,
but when i think of you, i loose my train of thought,
when i close my eyes i can see us kiss,
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you and i fight,
a lot
i dont know why,
we were just talking and out of nowhere,
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i want him, i cant have him and its killing me.

i see him everyday with that lopsided grin on his face and it makes me want to throw my arms around him a kiss him, but i cant...
when he looks at me, its like he can stare into my soul, and he doesnt even know it, i wish i could tell him how i feel, but im afraid of getting hurt again, i wish i could be stronger.
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when you used to look at me you smiled,
your eyes would light up and i could see how much you cared,
now instead of looking at me, you look through me,
as if im part of the wall.
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I love him, but i can't have him.
I used to have him, but then he threw me away.
some of my friends say he doesn't deserve me.
That he'll just hurt me again.
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I'm trying to let him go,
I really, really am.
I'm trying so hard.
Some say you have to be strong to love aomeone.
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I'm flirting more.
I figured he'd like to hear that,
That I'm not as attached as I was before.
I thought he'd like it.
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I did it.
I erased all of the messages saying we'd both like to try again.
I'm over him,
Well, as over him as I'll ever be.
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it's happened again...
i think.
my stomach is in knots,
i dont understand why
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