Crushed Poem by Kira Williams

it's happened again...
i think.
my stomach is in knots,
i dont understand why
i feel like this.
it was just a kiss.
why does it bug me that
he doesnt care?
i feel so horrible.
i let my heart go on the line
and again it got cushed
it bugs m that i cant
close off my feelings.
i keep getting flashbacks
of the last time this happened.
i was hurt and confused
now i am just numb.
ifeel like this will be the way
i am always seen.
like a rare item that guys want
for just a while,
bu when they get tired of me,
they just throw me aside

I'm done feeling like this,
i want it all to end.
no more meanless kisses.
no more usless tears.
it's all over now.
i'm done caring.
done wishing.
Just.
Done.