If I'm happy, it won't last,
Everything reminds me of my past.
The times when things went very wrong,
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It all started at a house on a farm,
I didn't think he would do me any harm.
He tickled me as we played,
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Oh what a life this life can be,
It seems my only thought is how to kill me.
The pain I'd never feel again,
That's the thing that could have been.
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I started out as sick as can be,
So the love of my mom I couldn't see.
When I was young daddy disappeared,
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