My Happiness Is Gone Poem by Krazy 4Ever

If I'm happy, it won't last,
Everything reminds me of my past.

The times when things went very wrong,
I knew I'd never make it all along.

Is pain the only thing I feel?
And this life it doesn't seem real.

Tell me please what to do,
I don't want to end up being like you.

You hurt me so very much,
To this day I still hate touch.

I have to ask you this question now,
Please tell me why and how?

Why would you choose me?
And how did you think this was meant to be?

A child at the age of ten,
What happened should have never been.

Are you happy that I hurt inside?
That now I just want to run and hide?

If I turn out to be like you,
Say good bye to the me you knew.

She will not be here anymore,
I will beat her to the core.

This is probably something that you want,
But trust me to you I plan to Haunt.

Screw you and your sick ways,
I remember what you did throughout my days.

Yes, they all believed you,
But how can you live with what you do?

Think about that little girl,
What you did makes me want to hurl.

I looked up to you like you were my dad,
Then I learned your intentions were bad.

All my happiness has gone away,
Sadness is all I feel today.
I'm really tired of feeling this way!