Music is the energy within me
Music makes me stronger
Music makes me think
Music makes me emotional
In the night I lay
Dreams of you appear
Showing all the wonders
That you have offered
You control me with guilt
Knowing the one thing that gets me
You get what you want with this power
The power of guilt that is.
Why won’t I flow?
I always am searching for it,
I can’t let things happen,
I have to to do something
I just don’t understand how this could happen;
Having a friendship that resembles a brotherhood
that has finally taken off it’s mask reveling the true you.
I thought you of all people would never do it, but I was proven oh so wrong.
The supernatural consumes us
The supernatural knows us
The supernatural knows what will happen to you
The supernatural knows what happened
To feel like half a person is hard.
Not having you around much longer is hard.
Even though we are both different people to the world,
I feel like one giant whole.
I am ashamed of myself I let life fly by and I just sat and watched it.
I can’t believe I am letting this happen.
I am deeply upset within my soul, I regret everything that I have done.
I am becoming something that I don’t want or can’t be.
The information i give to you is key
I want you to take this with you and learn
learn about life and itself
remember that I am always here
I dwell inside with these emotions
Dwelling behind the scenes so I can’t be heard
Hiding in the shade, to dwell about the little things
Wondering what it would be like to have t he little things