Looking at the clock it's 4 am
Half of the time I don't even know
What my mind has me thinking
Perhaps I should pick up drinking
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Tonight I'm putting the candle to the wind
The pain embedding deep under skin
No one's without sin
But I've tried my best to make amends
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There was always more to Life I know I hear that
All the time it's just crazy how the time seems
To fly as I look up at the sky I find myself looking
Down sometimes as the stars above me Shine
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Inside me laid this cloud of doubt
I internally shout inside my brain
Is where these internal bouts began
To crowd around I'm striking chords
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I've struggled throughout life alright But where there's redemption
There's a meaning to life I've been given two strikes
Purpose and insight my head's wrapping around them
Tight time for me to ignite sparks and watch them take
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It's funny how life can be ain't it as pieces of our memories
Tranforms themselves into perfect pictures we've painted
My life was full of imperfections I would take and dissect the
Pieces that I was given I've heard that if you don't fall on occasion
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Hey I just thought about this poem to write
Because I thought of you sometimes I don't
Think I just sink like how do I make others
Feel sometimes I don't even give myself
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When I start to feel like Chopped salami
I put on music it usually calms me when
The melody breaks through the senses
The heart begins its tenses breaking
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Sometimes it just feel like I've let you
Down with my head pointed down
Fascinating is the ground just knowing
Deep down I won't always be around to the
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Verse 1
I have to be honest to the nth degree
I couldn't write you a perfect symphony
There's no method to this melody
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