Consumed by rage and depression.
Should I go to a therapy session?
No, its stupid, they will only guess.
Nobody ever understands my distress.
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The Almost Mistake
Consumed by rage and depression.
Should I go to a therapy session?
No, its stupid, they will only guess.
Nobody ever understands my distress.
I lay in my bed wondering what to do.
If my best friend only knew!
I can't tell her, she'll just worried.
My world will look dark and blurry.
I guess it's worth a try...
I don't want to be the bad guy!
It might help, I mean who knows.
She could help me weight the cons and the pros.
It's hard to tell why I am so shy.
Oh wait, I want to die.
I take a deep breath and tell her the whole story.
All she says is at least there's not a gun in my inventory.
I start to laugh then I cry.
I just want this sad time to go by.
It's not worth it she says aloud.
Do you not know? You make me proud!
You're funny and pretty and sweet.
Well, I think to myself, I have ugly feet!
believe in yourself it might help.
Believe in what? ! I yelp.
I want her to leave me alone.
She can't stop me when I'm on my own.
I run away and hide in my bed.
I don't think there's anything else I could have said.
I take a knife from the drawer.
Sit in my room on the floor.
I text my goodbye to my best friend.
Once I do this, I hope she will mend.
The knife is at my throat I get a reply.
If you go down, so will I!
I'm shocked and begin to bawl.
She's too strong. She couldn't fall.
I don't know what to say so I don't reply.
I don't understand. I don't know why.
Seconds turn to minutes and to hours.
I shake and sweat, I begin to cower.
The phone rings should I answer it?
What the hell, I've already commit!
It's my best friend.. Oh joy
She sounds worried. It's just a ploy!
She says I'm special and she'll help me through it.
Apparently, have a strong spirit!
All I say is okay...
I guess I could stay.
She hangs up the phone, then I
All I can think is why oh why?
I cant do it now, she cares to much
She knew I just needed a crutch.
So this is my thanks to you.
For noticing when I was blue.
If you hadn't I wouldn't be alive.
Because of you I now thrive.
I can never repay you for helping me.
With this can you agree?
My walls you broke through.
Thank you thank you thank you.