Layla Ammel

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Sometimes when you have upset or hurt me,
I remind myself of all the times I've hurt you.
I remember the 8 years it took us to get to where we are now.
I remember our jokes, laughter and happiness
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No one, No one except you makes me beg my Lord to throw me to the other end of the world,
Away from any trace of you,
To a place where every silver car doesn’t remind me of you,
To a place where I don’t keep checking my phone and thinking every email might be you,
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The smile from just memories of him is indescribable, it’s like no other.
It makes me want to paint a picture,
To pick up a pen and write poetries and prose on it, in an attempt to try and capture it, hold it, stop it escaping.
It’s the type of smile that radiates from the inside, expanding like light and surfaces on the outside, uncontainable.
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