I feel weak at heart and weak in mind...
I don't feel like I used to anymore...
Not after last week anyway...
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If I looked deep into my own self conscious what would I find?
Would I find strength, happiness and fearlessness;
Or would I find nothing, a blank canvas or a complete clear slate;
Or would I find confusion, darkness and anger?
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I am Haunted...
Haunted...
I am Haunted by many things...
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If I had one question to ask you it would be:
Why me? ? ?
Out of every pretty girls you could have been with why choose me? ? ?
That is the only thing I want to know...
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My little twin sister spreading her wings,
Getting out of this hellhole...
But leaving me behind in the process...
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I wish I had wings;
I wish I could fly;
I wish I could go with you...
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This is for the party we are goin to chuck tomoz at skool for me and my twin sista Angel... I love you Diddy...
Of course it ain't just for you...
Its for the two...
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I may have ambushed you with Secrets;
I may have ambushed you with Faith;
I may have ambushed you cause I knew we were twins...
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The spinning, the pretty patterns in your eyes...
Why are you trying to use them on me? ? ? ?
You said you loved me, you said you cared;
Then why are you trying to use your powers against me? ? ? ?
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Did you ever realise whenever I turned my face away from you I had tears running down my face...?
Didi you ever realise how much pain I was in...?
Did you ever notice when I was gone...?
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