This night; cold, shining, resonant...
when times as such brings back old dreams.
Dreams neither words could please nor harm
such night when memories are none but clear.
...
If I am to close my eyes and never to waken,
let my mind be filled with wonderful thoughts of you
for I have lived, but was forgone by emptiness.
I could not see your face, your eyes evade me;
...
I have forgotten everything about you.
Over the time, I lived without your presence.
I see none but life through dark stained glass;
visions I learned to love.
...
one day all this - it'll be done.
all that's difficult is a blur
all that's easy is a vague memory.
one day there'll be a picket fence
...
I saw the pain in your eyes
saw how much you hurt and cried
I am shattered
for I could not do a thing
...