I stare at her photograph trying to arouse emotion...
Nothing.
But your picture, in my head, takes me everywhere.
Still bothers the beating of my heart
...
I watched him speak, avoiding my eyes,
and i wanted to run my finger over that scar on his face.
I loved how he'd come up to me,
like a little boy with a crush and always calling me Kate.
...
Hush now, darlin' please...
I've opened up my arms
for you now, settle down please...
enough already... enough already...
...
I am the center of everything that is.
All life revolve around me and I'm standing still.
Alone... No, there's no such thing as two middles.
And no, I cannot abandon my post,
...
Dreams caught over my head,
it rings more vividly now.
Why does it not make me mad?
Unlock it!
...
Lost forever.
In those yellow lights,
I was sure that that was the last time you were ignoring me.
And the last time I could pretend I didn't care.
...
I woke up from a trancendental hippie world,
feeling cold though it was late in the morning.
I painted my eyes and squeezed into heavy traffic.
Heavy.
...
Ignorance is walking around lifeless
Fate that never ceases
Resembling a solar-based transistor not even broken
Enthralling one to a fixture of make-believe
...
Straining my windows as days fold and unfold,
Sure, some things are magical.
Still, I know when I'm just pretending.
Existence is tough and you have to work it.
...
I walked to where you were and yet you’re still alone,
and I draped my arms around you, nevertheless, you were cold.
Your eyes travel to a different place, where I do not know,
we linger on, stinging each other in a row.
...