I made a promise not so long ago,
I told you I would never leave you,
And you promised me the same.
...
I love you both,
With the same passion,
The same equableness
...
I had the worst day,
And it's not getting any better.
I am hated,
With a burning passion
...
Isn't it sad?
That you gave me denial?
I can't even be who I really am.
You say you will love me no matter what.
...
Today someone I loved died,
No, I'm sure I will be okay...
Outside I smile and appear to be happy...
But, inside...
...
I get home from school,
And who is there,
But my parents.
Watching.
...
These emotions that I bear,
Weighting me down.
I wish I could rip them out,
So I don't have to feel again.
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You hide behind a decorated mask,
Covered with gems and gold.
It's so beautifully decorated,
It's hard to stop staring at it.
...
Curse these dreams,
Called Nightmares.
They plaque my mind,
With evil claws,
...
I'm nothing and everything
but I feel empty.
The world is rushing on by me,
But I'm standing still.
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