If only I didn't let the little things she does mean so much to me. What little she does would be great if it didn't mean more than what it appears to be
If only she felt the same way when we walk together. The smiles and the time spent in each other's company would be so much better. It would be amazing if what little memories I have were only the beginning of me and her I remember
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If life runs instead of walks by as humans stand in place, what's the point of finding her embrace
If the effort of gaining the rose is met by the pain of the thorn, whose happiness does it truly propose. It's almost innate to find love, methodically sworn
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First Loves Wreck
If only I didn't let the little things she does mean so much to me. What little she does would be great if it didn't mean more than what it appears to be
If only she felt the same way when we walk together. The smiles and the time spent in each other's company would be so much better. It would be amazing if what little memories I have were only the beginning of me and her I remember
If only it wasn't so hopeless an attempt for me to want this. Being just next to her is entirely bliss. I don't know how but when I am not in school it's her I miss
If only I wasn't such a fool to allow myself to fall so fast over girls, it's uncool. I wish I could say for sure it was something different but I may be just a big fool
If only I could get my mind off her because I know I never cross her mind. It's dangerous this feeling it makes me go blind. I'm just scared that when I regain sight, her gone, is what I'll find
If only If I knew what I wanted and knew what I have to lose. It's not that I don't admire her but I don't know if it's her that I want to choose. I've hurt myself enough I don't need another bruise
If only she let me know what she felt towards me. If I told her and no matter what the friendship would be judgment free. Maybe if I let myself become sure so would she
If only I knew, what I wanted for sure
I don't and it only makes me want you more