Matthew Lumley

When the sunrise’s shining promise
Of another twenty four hours
Made me want to cry,
And the sunset bored me
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Under this moon
I have spent my days searching among the rocks
For some warm, life-filled thing,
A warm hand that will find me the very moment
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Like a child reaching out to touch the sun,
I stood in Trafalgar Square
Back when it was filled with doves,
Simple and clear and white,
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My heart aches
For the man
Who looks angry
When he cries.
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Where are the adolescents, the teenagers?
I see only naïve youth and insecure middle age
A woman in a cottage whose mother died at ninety
A man in a car who thought he lost his kids
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And all I can offer is

(A thousand thoughts
That rush
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I spotted you in a dull street, my heart
leapt,
I put my hand to the glass and peered at you.
You were a painted stone.
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Though the cutter’s work was done
Long before I entered in that wood,
Every notch you hewed drew
My blood out of the bark,
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Let me unfeel, and I will be buildings in the rain,
Not throw my warm heart against concrete walls.
I will be barbed wire and fences,
And not cut myself to climb.
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More brutal men, stronger than I,
Look on me with mocking eyes,
Eyes that challenge me to stand,
And prove to them that I’m a man.
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I ran
Round corners
Down stairs
Perfectly,
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