so many things are said,
so little of them done,
yet trust me?
so hard to do,
...
I know that I will never be free,
As I gaze into destiny's eyes,
Black pits of melancholy,
Reflects the truth behind my lies,
...
Talking about themselves,
her friends never stop,
to think of her silence,
or how her eyes always drop,
...
Pain is pleasure,
Sharp cold knife,
You are a treasure,
Control my life,
...
A human punching bag,
for emotional blows,
my purpose in life,
to make sure nothing shows,
...
She watches him,
Over the shoulders,
Of her yammering friends,
Not one word of theirs,
...
I see the world,
Through tired eyes,
I see the world,
Not the way it is,
...
the second i turn,
and close the door,
my eyes begin to burn,
and the tears begin to pour,
...
Push and push,
rain down the blows,
grind me down,
right into the ground,
...
This missing part,
so palpable,
An empty heart,
with love so fallible,
...
As she thought of him,
she closed her eyes,
and bit her lip,
now salty wet,
...
Listening to the shouting,
and hearing her name,
She listens to learn,
She's his embarrassment and shame,
...
I thought I was your only one,
But apparently theres two,
When I was gone you weren't alone,
Why could you not stay true,
...
The symbol of those who died,
The symbol of the war,
That left many in the fields,
To be buried without a name,
...
you call me too skinny,
you point out my bones,
i call you a liar,
thinking that,
...
Trust You, Trust Me
so many things are said,
so little of them done,
yet trust me?
so hard to do,
please do not say that,
it hurts more,
than any truth could,
you have ruined,
my trust in people,
my trust in friends,
say what you mean,
say it to my face,
do not play those little games,
because;
one day you will,
take it too far,
and i will snap back,
and trust ME,
you will not get up.