I'm starting to believe that to some of us 'happiness is just a word'
When everything you try turn to fall apart, you become furious and a target of the voices in your head. You watch the time tick listening to its sound as it passes you. Still you remain left alone inside your own shell of nightmares. Becoming far away from the light and the people surrounding you.
Torture voices antagonizing your mind. Slowly you become short tempered easily provoked filled with bitterness. You can feel the demons haunting your soul, preying on your thoughts. Life gets really harder as your life get filled with more mistakes, discouragement events, disappointments and failures. As you watch everyone around you looking all happy and being active in life.
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What has happened in the past can never be undone in
the future.
How do you progress from a past that won't let go?
How do you shift away from someone you love?
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If we stand together against the catastrophic end
If we unite and be as one like the Israelites against the giants of Canaan.
We shall be as bold as the waves of ocean in motion
We shall bring down strong oppressors like the fall of the Great walls of Jericho.
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Day and Light
Between the earthly grounds
Lies the songs sang by our ancestors
Songs of victory turned to voices of ashes
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Filled with disappointment and bitterness
Saddness and not so ending tears
Dishearten from the ambition of life
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Shalom Shalom Salem One Of The Most High
The supreme being highly intellectual
You are the seed of intellect and wisdom
You are overall consciousness and absolute righteousness
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There was once an innocent girl
A blameless princess, treasurable to her parents
She was astronomical, fine-looking and admirable as stars
With a smirk that brought tears of joy on her parents faces
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I'm sorry bad things happened to you.
I'm sorry your life took a wrong turn
And that made you a bitter person
Your hopes were crushed, those you loved turned against you.
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Dear Tshawekazi
In the beginning of our time
When the world was still black and white, quiet and loud at a time.
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You are so priceless
Divine queen with a smile that touches hearts with the essence of love.
You drive me crazy and it's madness.
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