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Rejection

I was born into a rejection
My first b day I was rejected into the arms of the nurse rather than the arms of my mother 
The first women in my life rejected to no affection nor love cause the man that she choose to exercise this workout with rejected her with disguise and embarrasses meant 
My father   
The first man in my life rejected to a lil island far away from his so called  'ambitious dreams'
His reason for rejections was 
'Look here see 
It is best that she(referring to me)
 lives with your  mother 
So we can continue '
A continue of them two 
without me The steam to a rotten tree
 my encounter with accepting-ness  
Is accepting that I will never be good enough 
Pretty enough 
Smart enough 
Nor cool enough 
Never the less I'm use to it 
Worked it
Numbed to it 
Cause I know better 
So much so 
If you reject me 
I just seek you more 
I won't believe it genuinely true 
Like a child who doesn't truly believe her parent don't love her 
I look for u
Like a child looks outside for their dads car 
No show 
I call you 
Like a mother would call her ex husband 
Angry but still eagerly participating his return  
Cease into ur empty word 
She hooked on hope and abus-love 
the type of love that is because you are rejected and refuse to believe it and stay just to prove it 
From a man who has never loved you but consistently rejects you 
Rejection 
Is like taking a breath to me 
Smothering me with oxygen 
It's like a watch ticking time 
Tick tock
This wall I build is soild as a rock 
Nor do I fear u 
Or care too 
But rejection infuriate me to 
Consume you 
Like a dark soul vamping for blood 
Like a batter women looking for love  
Rejection 
Whoever ever said it hurts 
Wasn't talking about me 
Me who walks with dark shades 
Blind to the night 
And day 

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