I was born into a rejection
My first b day I was rejected into the arms of the nurse rather than the arms of my mother
The first women in my life rejected to no affection nor love cause the man that she choose to exercise this workout with rejected her with disguise and embarrasses meant
My father
The first man in my life rejected to a lil island far away from his so called 'ambitious dreams'
His reason for rejections was
'Look here see
It is best that she(referring to me)
lives with your mother
So we can continue '
A continue of them two
without me The steam to a rotten tree
my encounter with accepting-ness
Is accepting that I will never be good enough
Pretty enough
Smart enough
Nor cool enough
Never the less I'm use to it
Worked it
Numbed to it
Cause I know better
So much so
If you reject me
I just seek you more
I won't believe it genuinely true
Like a child who doesn't truly believe her parent don't love her
I look for u
Like a child looks outside for their dads car
No show
I call you
Like a mother would call her ex husband
Angry but still eagerly participating his return
Cease into ur empty word
She hooked on hope and abus-love
the type of love that is because you are rejected and refuse to believe it and stay just to prove it
From a man who has never loved you but consistently rejects you
Rejection
Is like taking a breath to me
Smothering me with oxygen
It's like a watch ticking time
Tick tock
This wall I build is soild as a rock
Nor do I fear u
Or care too
But rejection infuriate me to
Consume you
Like a dark soul vamping for blood
Like a batter women looking for love
Rejection
Whoever ever said it hurts
Wasn't talking about me
Me who walks with dark shades
Blind to the night
And day
Honey, have you heard of spell-check. Believe me, it is worth it. Adeline
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Honey, have you heard of spell-check. Believe me, it is worth it. Adeline