I am like the tears that i cry
Holding so many uspoken words
Longing to be heard, understood
Knowing not to speak of the things i feel
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the time how it flys
where has my life gone
i feel like im at the end
but shouldnt i be happy?
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The pain never felt before
Is engraved in this
Lifeless creature
Standing before you
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have you ever loved someone
so much it hurts
i have and it still kills
me everyday to think about it
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i know how it feels to wanna die
how it hurts to smile
how you hurt yourself on the outside
to try and kill everything on the inside
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i know i could make everything better
if only i did this one last thing
i know theres other ways
but nothing else will work quite the same
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I bury my lies
One last time
As my world crumbles
I'm slipping into the darkness
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looking, searching
for what lies beneath
hoping to find a reason, or answer
for these feelings inside me
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Why do they say time will make it better?
Why do they say time will take away the pain?
Who are they to say how i should feel?
They dont know me, noone knows me
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I'll be honest
I really am afraid to be alone
It's times like this
When i stop and think
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