Her blood excites me,
Her warmth denies me,
My throat craves for more.
My teeth hit, my fingers dig in,
Your weight on me,
Your fingers scratching me,
How can this beautiful passion really be?
My body quivers,
Darkness, it welcomes me so.
I stalk through the land of shadows to my layer.
I enter through my wall of blood and tears,
That I have caused all these years.
What does it mean when we say 'hello',
How's you're day,
When we just smile and say,
'I missed you today.'
The little girl you used to fondly present,
Now the young women you so often resent.
The bad decisions,
All the mistakes.
Can't I just take it all away?
I am hurting you evey day,
Why the long wait?
Why stray from what you are planning to take?
I am the one tied down,
And you just came back aorund.
If our lives revolve around pain,
Why does love exist?
Why, because it causes so much of the thing we hate.
Something we love always finds a way to leave,
Watching my last few drops,
Falling~hitting the floor-my heart stops.
I remember the smiles,
The warm embraces.
With two hearts made whole.
Trown into a deep abyss,
Full of self-lessness and bliss.