I am 39 years old, I am what you would call an enigma, I exist mainly in my head. I wasn't one to sit still for long. I am swift-footed and a bundle of energy, both physically and mentally, and that pretty much sums up my makeup. My brain is in overdrive most of the time, which is why I tend to get so much done. I am also a great communicators and use my mental acuity to maximum advantage. All of this brainpower can make me prone to skepticism, and can even lead to the kind of over-think that surely leads to overkill. Thankfully, though, I am also a studious person and can temper my worst impulses with a bit of careful analysis. I enjoy studying a situation in great detail, whether it's a work project or a friendship. I am truly interested in understanding things. My bane of many is the perfectionism that can get in the way of my usual clear thinking. 'I'm not a perfectionist; I'm discriminating! 'that what I would say, happy in the knowledge that my taste is unparalleled. Along those lines, I am also neat and clean, and I am also reliable and practical and oh-so-useful to have around.
Did you earn the right to get my love? did you?
Did you earn the right to feel my touch? did you
Did you earn the right to see my soul? did you?
Did you earn the right to hold me? did you?
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When I met you, I didn't know I would see me, my eyes my face, my heart...
When I met you, I felt safe, safe from the world, safe with me..
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I was the Universe, Not the earth,
I was Garden, not a flower, I was an Ocean, not just a Stream
But life has taught me to be small and quiet
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I had a purpose before I was conceived, really doesn't matter who believed,
I had a purpose before you spoke your ugly words,
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