I never imagined it be so fun to lose my innocence
I was always was told it would hurt
Which it hurts a little but it feels good.....I felt so connected to him
He was gentle at the right time but got aggressive when needed
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Ha! I'm still fucking laughing
You want to see me fail in life and in my hard work
Ha! I'm still fucking laughing
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I'm so tired I can barely breathe
But every time I try to sleep someone talks loud and it annoys me
Everytime I lay my head someone calls me lazy and begs me to get out of bed
It's 12: 38am they never shut up so I have to wait til two when my body's to tired to stay up
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But you said you'd stay forever
I thought you were my friend
You said you'd never leave all the way to the end but you just never tried to understand me so how could you care I feel so neglected like no one wants me even though there's someone who loves me I won't know that 'til the. I-Do's I guess I'm over reacting I mean I always do but you said that you understood me because you've been in my shoes maybe I'm wrong but I don't care no one ever cares so why should I care what you said, well I guess you feel it's okay to lie
Hey but that's what you said so from now on what you say is a lie
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I sleep next to you
Day and night
I'm only a door step away if you ever need advice....
I fell in love years ago
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You ask me if I'm thankful for anything
I truly don't know what you mean by thankful but I do appreciate Some of life's privileges
I'm thankful for having a forgiving mother no matter what I did
She always welcomesme with open arms
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hey ask me about the stuff I wear
They try to steal my style
.They even stare for a while
They always mention my hair
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He's the king of dubstep skrillex
He kills every time he makes a mix
Weird style and shaved hair
Knowing about skrillex is kinda rare
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Happiness is hopeful
Hope is imaginary like a fairy
Hiding like the dirt under grass
Wholesome smell of freedom
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