natalie farnsworth Poems

When you look at my all you see is my body.
You don't see how my eyes fill with tears.
Or when I'm happy I smile.
You always get what you want dear.
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Please help me I'm dying!
I don't want him to hurt but even I cant take it away.
Hes been sick since birth but he chose to stay silent.
Why hurt everyone for something he cant help?
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Every time that your not there.
Shows me that you really don't care.

Watch me with this box of matches.
Burn my body into ashes.
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I'm sick of these people.
I'm sick of these places.
I'm sick of the looks of disgust on their faces.
I'm sick of the pills.
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He met her just the other day.
Before he was in love he viewed the world in gray.
There was no hope for any of us.
With wrists that were bleeding.
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With this razor in my hand.
I pore my blood into the sand.

The waves crash over all my dreams.
No one cares or so it seems.
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What can I do to make you care?
Take off these sleeves and make my arms bare?
I could show you the cuts, scars, and the pain.
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Tell me when you know.
Do you check in the mirror?
Judge by how much bone you see.
Can determine you love your figure.
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Why cant they see she's just so perfect?
I see her on TV and how skinny she is.
I feel bad about becoming her but honestly it's worth it.
Everyone's just jealous she has no figure.
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If you loved me then you'd see
the gashes on my wrist and how much I bleed.
Fingers down my throat as puke pours to the water.
I'm losing the weight but I need to try harder.
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