there's a split inside of me
part of me wants to fight and kick and scream and throw you outside
but the winning majority seems to appreciate letting you come in and hide
...
...no...
we agreed this wouldn't happen
you touch me anyway
you touch yourself
...
I'm sorry dear...to disappoint you
...I'm sorry I didn't live
...I'm sorry
please know I love you
...
A moment of peace
a time of privacy
lapping up the luxury
thank you my Lord
...
..it was better...
at least it felt like so...
for but a moment
in never present time
...
Pebbles
under my feet
in between my toes
I wiggle them
...
...slack jawed
...oh my god
Really? ! ? ! ?
It will be two years...
...
Awoken...on top of the world
inside, my heart shaken, not stirred.
I felt like I could tackle anything
my aura, it did sing
...
I love you
no, I love the way I see around you
I love how I feel around you.
I love how I melt around you.
...