Natalie Nicole Story

Natalie Nicole Story Poems

there's a split inside of me
part of me wants to fight and kick and scream and throw you outside
but the winning majority seems to appreciate letting you come in and hide
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2.

...no...
we agreed this wouldn't happen
you touch me anyway
you touch yourself
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3.

I'm sorry dear...to disappoint you
...I'm sorry I didn't live
...I'm sorry
please know I love you
...

A moment of peace
a time of privacy
lapping up the luxury
thank you my Lord
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..it was better...
at least it felt like so...
for but a moment
in never present time
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Pebbles
under my feet
in between my toes
I wiggle them
...

...slack jawed
...oh my god
Really? ! ? ! ?
It will be two years...
...

There you are…again
dreamlike
rhythmic
rinding
...

Awoken...on top of the world
inside, my heart shaken, not stirred.
I felt like I could tackle anything
my aura, it did sing
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I love you
no, I love the way I see around you
I love how I feel around you.
I love how I melt around you.
...

patiently love
patiently shove?
ehm, no
tickled edges of my center
...

I thought this would get easier
I've only known you a while
not more than a nano second
in the grand scheme's hooray
...

13.

Lord I don't know what to do
I'm torn every which way
each possibility has good reasons
each lending to a particular season
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Dream it
dream it
feel it
need it
...

drip drip drip
ick ick ick
trickle sickle sick
slide slip oogh
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I love you Lord
You have done so much for me
Thank you Lord
from the depths of my soul
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Ahk Ahk
Ick Ick
Get this sick away from me
Putrid and horrid
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18.

Maybe I should
But I don't trust you
Old you…you battered shoe
horn that's worn away at my soul
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19.

I'm sorry if the truth I speak
brings you to your knees
You've left me there so many times
my heart a guttural scream
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'? ' really? ! You don't know? You don't see?
I mean I thought it was so obvious
You....so deep...
rooted...fetted
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Natalie Nicole Story Biography

Like everyone else...I'm looking for my space, my light, my journey, my faith...my moment, my time, my hug, my grace. On Instagram @nataliesstory)

The Best Poem Of Natalie Nicole Story

...Wanting

there's a split inside of me
part of me wants to fight and kick and scream and throw you outside
but the winning majority seems to appreciate letting you come in and hide

I don't understand anything that's happening
...and yet I know exactly what is going on.
"Show him my love", he says...
...but is that really you Lord...
...or just my own childish neglect longing for my head to have a pet

I keep giving him to you...
...imagining him in your hand...being taken behind your wings
...and then he's still here
...and things keep happening
...and I don't know where to land.

...does he even give two f&&cks about me
or is it that he knows, I'm something to keep...
...something worthy, valuable to be had
...so he holds me...
hugs me...
growls in my ear
watches me as I sleep

wolf in sheep's clothing,
should I fear?
I don't though...
for some assinine reason
there's this part of me that's just freakin' all in

I keep writing...I keep hoping
that these feelings can be taken away...
...trapped on the paper
...saving the day

But alas, no...
...for once this doesn't work
I keep writing about you
...and yet I am still a little hurt
...a little wondering
...a lot of wanting...
...you

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