how do u help someone u love
someone as pale as a dove
hurting beneath the surface
pain burning like a furnace
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the feeling she once had have come to and end
i was hoping that we could atleast be friendsbut now i see
that is not probabable
although it is possible
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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
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I love you need you
but I cant be with you
cause in the end I'll deceive you
Because I want her too
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i cant explain whats changed
i dont know how to say it
my body feels different
my soul aches for the wholeness i once knew
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