Neil Pathrick Aman Poems

I wasn't the best that you may have.
The person you always dream of.
The person, special you dreamed to love.
But I'm not the person you dream of.
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How I wish you were here right now.
To be with me one last time.
So I may find my long lost home.
For I and my love I will show.
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I remember the day you first smile at me.
The first time you wave a hand and said, 'Hi'
The first time you ask my name and said a little joke.
The first I fell in-love to someone which is you.
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Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
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Four o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
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Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.
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How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
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Ocean waves
wash my soul
cleanse me of your smile
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Desolation,
Wide open space,
Between the trees and me,
Emptiness and me,
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