Misery is my companion,
The one that holds me tight,
The one that drowns me.
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To say I love you is simple,
to show it is something impossible,
to be this far from you is my own pain.
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I can never fully express what I feel for you,
it is so much more than I expected,
yet it is such a great emotion.
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If I were to die tomorrow would you care?
would you care if I hung from the ceiling?
Would you care if I were to sink to a watery grave?
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