palesa deejay manaleng Poems

False love that's what you give me
Unreal touches that is what I receive
You deceive me with your smile
Pretend to care when all you want is a lap dog
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Feeling myself sinking into despair
No one here to repair
Depression and oppression
My mind messing with my body
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When you have sucked my last breath
Beaten the last drum
Taken my last kiss
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Carried me deep within the warmth of your womb;
Sang sweet music as you rocked to bring the calm;
Kicked to approve, disapprove or just to stretch deep within.
Swam around in bliss, tugging at my life line just to get attention;
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No one gets the frustration
Through our disconnection!
Oh how I hate thee!
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Trying to keep what little sanity
Losing my mind
Never getting things right
Used to be so tight
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The words I said and you received
Seem so distant
Today
Seem unimaginable
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Have you not scarred enough?
Ruined and soiled to last,
Though at times the heart rust’s
Never shall the pain you cause last
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African queen
Got my mind dreadlocked
My feelings intertwined
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Chained and raped
As they reap what I have sown
Drawing pictures in the sand
As they land on my soul
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