palesa deejay manaleng

On this day I say my final goodbye
As the earth is about to engulf you
Video clips of our past play in my mind
Our first smoke together
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In groups they sit
In two's they walk

Talk of home
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At loggerheads at all times
Competing for attention all times
He
She
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Blessed are we that are forgiven
Driven back into comfort and safety
Told we are safe an welcome
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Listen as I speak
Hear me as I shout

Free me as I struggle
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The softness of her skin,
deep and chocolate brown.
I sigh as I imagine,
how we used to dine.
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The calm after the storm
is so lonely.
If only I had known, that it would end like this.
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Don't leave me
lying in my own blood
You walk away as I choke
on chunks of my own insides
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The voice of an angel
echoed ''hello'' on the other side.
I ride on the cloud that brings me near,
Tear away from the hurt and pain.
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Oh how I hate thee, with every fibre an granule within me.
Why do you pester me soo,
Why do not let me be?
I try and try again yet my shouts and screams fall on deaf ears.
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False love that's what you give me
Unreal touches that is what I receive
You deceive me with your smile
Pretend to care when all you want is a lap dog
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Feeling myself sinking into despair
No one here to repair
Depression and oppression
My mind messing with my body
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When you have sucked my last breath
Beaten the last drum
Taken my last kiss
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Carried me deep within the warmth of your womb;
Sang sweet music as you rocked to bring the calm;
Kicked to approve, disapprove or just to stretch deep within.
Swam around in bliss, tugging at my life line just to get attention;
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No one gets the frustration
Through our disconnection!
Oh how I hate thee!
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Trying to keep what little sanity
Losing my mind
Never getting things right
Used to be so tight
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The words I said and you received
Seem so distant
Today
Seem unimaginable
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Have you not scarred enough?
Ruined and soiled to last,
Though at times the heart rust’s
Never shall the pain you cause last
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African queen
Got my mind dreadlocked
My feelings intertwined
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Chained and raped
As they reap what I have sown
Drawing pictures in the sand
As they land on my soul
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