my mom is dieing and it hurts me so
i wish she knows that i miss her so
she brought me in this world and i love her like nobody i know
when i found out she only had acouple month to live
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when you remember the good times
you get sad and wonder why
why can't you have those good times anymore
wondering if the people you had those times with are felling the same- way
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as i sit here in a class
i look forward not looking back
forward because this girl is there
maybe the girl who might care
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i fell so down
i want to be lied down in the ground
besides the ones i lost year round
i fell like a dog who just got put down
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i'm sorry mom if i was a mistake
i'm sorry mom if i ruined your life
i'm sorry you have hept-c
i'm sorry mom if you really don't want me
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i wonder what life would be like without me
i wonder what life would be like if my mom was not dieing
i wonder about how my life would of been like if i never got takin
got takin from my parents
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as life go's on i want to move on
move away from such great hate
life is what we all live for
your job could be good or you could just be bored
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time goes on day by day
babys dieing when they first awake
everyone u love just dies or leave
like in fall when all the leaves blow so far from the tree
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life is so blue when a girl u like don't like u
it hurts u so deep u wanna break down and hide
hide deep down inside your sacret place
were no one can hurt u
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