phillip dalsing

my mom is dieing and it hurts me so
i wish she knows that i miss her so
she brought me in this world and i love her like nobody i know
when i found out she only had acouple month to live
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when you remember the good times
you get sad and wonder why
why can't you have those good times anymore
wondering if the people you had those times with are felling the same- way
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as i sit here in a class
i look forward not looking back
forward because this girl is there
maybe the girl who might care
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i fell so down
i want to be lied down in the ground
besides the ones i lost year round
i fell like a dog who just got put down
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i'm sorry mom if i was a mistake
i'm sorry mom if i ruined your life
i'm sorry you have hept-c
i'm sorry mom if you really don't want me
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i wonder what life would be like without me
i wonder what life would be like if my mom was not dieing
i wonder about how my life would of been like if i never got takin
got takin from my parents
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as life go's on i want to move on
move away from such great hate
life is what we all live for
your job could be good or you could just be bored
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time goes on day by day
babys dieing when they first awake
everyone u love just dies or leave
like in fall when all the leaves blow so far from the tree
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life is so blue when a girl u like don't like u
it hurts u so deep u wanna break down and hide
hide deep down inside your sacret place
were no one can hurt u
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I heard from my mom today
it made me fell hella gay
gay as in happy
i with she was here so i could make her happy
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as time roles on all the stuf i'm missing is gone
people i love and who are close to me are dieing or deceased
it fells like their is nothing in this cruel world left for me
dont want to go back to smoking methamphetamine
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What day is it
Is it the day were i empty a clip
What day am i living in
Can any body tell me, come on friend
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Doing what is my question
Is it bad or is it good
Life is plain in my nieghborhood
What do I do that is so wrong
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Are we meant to be
Is it love are an decease
Will we be laying by each other under those trees
We will see if its love are a breze
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forgive you is what i'm gonna do
i love you mom and dad
so now i foregive you
please love me like i love you
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I love you yes i really do
Me and you forever
I love you more then that chedder
I love you yes it is so true
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i went back to prison
times where the same nothing different
same guards same inmates same messed up situation
is this the time i fulfill my destiny
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