playdough person Poems

wanting to speak out
but remember what survival is all about
suck it up
coverit up
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u say u don't know who u are
guess u haven't seen ur my northern star
i see an amazing guy
who just is a little lost at times
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the hour is finally late
and i'm ready to finish this page
i need to get a message out
sit down and i'll tell you what about
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i'm sorry i continue to say its nothing
when you clearly see its something
for so long i've locked myself away from the outside world
with every cornner it seems i had to draw a sword
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i'm just one person
so how did i change lives then
i'm in a new place now
theres so much nosie, its so loud
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i was so lost within my lies
that i forgot to hide my eyes
people began to see not only me
but the pain that was hiding benieth
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thank you for being there
though in the begining it seemed i didn't care
i used to tell myself that i would never believe in another
but then you became just like a mother
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here we are day three
though she said it would only take an hour to see
session after session
I'm not leaveing tehm guessing
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oh my gosh she makes me so mad
telling me i can't go back
shes pushing me
makeing sure its inconspicuously
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i told you bits and peices
and still you treat me like a disease
you tell me i lie
if only you could see inside my mind
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