3and7 Poem by Carla Nestoros

I’ve changed myself.
I’ve been somebody else, who you’ve wanted.
I’ve been uncomfortable for you.
I’ve made myself empty, vulnerable.
I’ve broken down barriers, let you in.
Changed my heart, regretting.
It’s my pleasure, to be yours.
It’s my pain, to be yours.
It’s my absolute positive control.
You hurt me when...You remember.
You clung to me, cried, begged.
Where was he who appreciated me?
Is the threat of me leaving, what you need?
I’ve leapt deeper into my soul than ever before.
I’ve seen all my standards break the floor.
I’ve done everything you’ve urged me to.
I’ve been somebody else, who you’ve wanted.
I’ve changed myself, Why can’t you?