5omethin That Never Was Poem by KillaButtaBaBy KillaButtaBaBy

Shattered dreams, promises that never was, a broken heart that will never heal.To you, this may seem like an illusion, but to me, it is all so very real.You tell me that you are there for me, longing to feel my everlasting touch.So I sit here waiting, watching, wanting, ........I never needed that so much.You left me wondering, you became so distant, how could this be? Have I done something wrong, tell me, why are you punishing me? My soul is damaged, my mind is in chaos, as I am cuddled in my bed Thoughts of lies, anger, love, distrust and pain are lingered in my head I am the girl that has been forgotten, the one no one can see.So as I leave you now, with these thoughts that are scrammbled in the rain.I am not perfect, I am no angel.....just a girl, that thinks she is going insane